High school, recently, has really shown me who is here for me and who isn’t. The people who I honestly really thought was going to be here aren’t. For instance, I met this amazing, beautiful girl in summer of 2010. We were introduced by someone who I’ve been friends with a good portion of my life. We started talking and started becoming rreeeeaaalllyyy close. She’s in a relationship and this relationship has really put a strain on our friendship. I try my hardest to not text her or think about her because I feel like I’m always pushed aside. I know that she loves her, but I need love too. I don’t want her to just drop everything and pay attention to me or anything. I just wanna see her maybe. I’m friends with this other girl. Her and I started being friends in summer of 2010, also. We got so so so so so close and we were so much alike. Her step dad and mother got a divorce, she moved to her dads and now we don’t even talk. It pisses me the fuck off when this shit happens just randomly. I try my hardest to help our friendships, but I think it’s time for them to open their eyes and looking from my position. It’s their turn to play my role and try to get me back.. They can text me.. I’m done texting and trying to talk to them..
Fuck that, it’ll never fucking work. I’m too fucking weak. I care. Too damn much.
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